Needing a blanky...

The last 24 hours have been the most frightening of my life and I think I need a blanky and a corner!!! I'm so tired! Abby spiked a fever of nearly 104 within 20 min. last night that through her into cluster seizures. As I was driving to the ER, I'm not sure but what I spent more time looking back at her sleeping in her seat than I did actually looking at the high way. In a moment like that, you have to pull it together and be strong, but I wanted to crack. My heart begged to sit some where and hold her as close as I could. Abby has never had a seizure until last night. We learned today though, that many that close together really isn't safe. So, we have a new med that daddy and I are learning to use. It's only used in a situation like last night, not one she will take every day. I pray that was the first and the LAST!!! She was so brave though! She took every thing in stride. I don't know how she does it... She is still running a low grade temp tonight, so I think I'm a bit on edge... I guess waiting for strike two... but praying we are all done with that business! I don't think I'll have any trouble falling asleep tonight. I got three hours last night and then a 1 hour nap today. So... sleep is coming quickly!!! =) Night all!